cinta ku di uji

cinta q d uji xshbat ujian yg dy alami dlu:(aq taw dy syg aq..aq nmpk dgn mata hati q sndr btapa tabah nya dy jalani ujian yg dy hadapi:(sgala atas apa yg blaku hubby mnta maaf yg tsngt2 wahai isteri q:(hubby taw mcm mn perassan yg syg alami dlu..hubby taw syg xda niat mo bls apa yg hubby pena wat ma syg:(hubby kecewakan syg:(tp syg ttp tabah n masi mnerima hubby sbgai suami syg:(apa yg tjadi ma hubby skg mgkin blsndr Allah ma hubby dgn apa yg hubby lakukan dlu:(hubby redha dgn ketentuannya:(syg hubby ttp akn setia menunggu syg wlau smpai bila pn..d hati hubby cuma ada syg seorang..hubby akn cuba kuatkn smngt hubby utk trus pjuangkn cinta kita syg:(hubby da buka hati hubby luas2:(utk syg..klu hubby ingt2 blk dgn apa yg hubby buat ma syg..hubby trasa sedih tsngt2:(apa yg hubby rasa skg xshbat(dasyat)dgn apa yg syg rasa dulu:(hubby mnta maaf syg:(hubby taw sukar utk syg lupakn:(hubby janji akn tebus smua ksalahan hubby ma syg..hubby janji syg..apa yg harus hubby lakukan hnya lha bsabar mnmpuh dugaan cinta kita..hubby akn buktikn ma syg yg hubby mampu btahan...hubby akan tgu syg smpai bila2x..

btl lha dgn apa yg org ckp 2 syg..peluang hanya dtg skali..hubby xkn sia2 kn peluang yg hubby ada skg..hubby mnta maaf klu hubby ada kecil kn hati syg tuduh syg yg bukan2x bg syg tekanan..syg,klu syg sgn llki len skg tdk apa hubby fhm..mgkin hubby da tlambat:(apa pn syg hubby maw syg bahagia mcm org lain d dunia nie..syg perluukan kasih syg yg lebih dr apa yg hubby berikan ma syg..insyaAllah klu kt ada jodoh hubungn kt bkekalan smpai akhir hayat..

  

apa yg hubby mampu buat skg hnya lha bsabar n bsabar..mungkin ada hikmah atas apa yg blaku skg..hubby akan setia menanti..wlau smpai bila2x..hubby akan korban kn jiwa hubby demi syg..wlupn xsehebat pengorbanan syg utk hubby..hubby akan buka hati hubby n fikir positif ttg syg wlupn sbaliknya syg buat pkara yg xbaik d blkg hubby.,,hubby sedia maafkn syg...

hubby akan lakukan apa sja utk syg n setia mananti..hubby akan trus tabah mnghapinya wahai isteri hubby

hargai lah orang yang sayang kita

hari demi hari perangai makin berubah..ntah apa yg d smbunyikan..tdk memikir kn perasaan org yg d syg..kita selalunya alpa dan tidak tahu bahawa kita telah menyakiti hati orang yang sayangkan kita sepenuh hatinya..kita jadi alpa,lupa,dan lupa diri..betapa insan tersebut terlalu ambil berat pasal kita tapi kita buat tak tahu sahaja..betapa insan tersebut menyayangi kita sepenuh hatinya tapi kita anggap itu cuma biasa sahaja...betapa insan tersebut banyak dan berkorban masa,tenaga dan jiwa tapi tidak pernah nak dihargai malah dibayar dengan keegoaan,gelak tawa dan tidak pernah untuk cuba menyelami..d mana letak nya perasaan yg dlu perna ada..sngp tngl kn org yg d syg demi org yg d suka..bnyak kata2 manis d bibir tp ada sesuatu yg tsmbunyi...2 thn bsama akhirnya pg dgn llki yg pnya kaya demi duit sngp tinggal kn org yg d syg:(

 

permintaan terakhir hubby:

syg hubby cuma maw bpesan ma syg,
syg mo dgr atau tdk 2 tpulang ma syg

hubby harap syg tunaikn permintaan hubby

dlu kta bahagia bsama tp napa skg brubah?

kita slalu bgaduh n betengkar

syg lari dr masalah bukan maw selesai kn sama pn:(

syg layan huby mcm maw x maw

syg taw hubby tseksa hdup bgni..

bla hubby sms x d bls n kol x d jwb

tp bla tnya knapa tdk d angkat mcm2 alasan

KENAPA?

apa hubby buat smua slh

e2 slh ini pn slh

mana janji syg mo sehidup semati ma hubby?

lupa janji sndiri:(

janjo tdk maw tinggal kn hubby tp apa yg hubbby tgk sama jak:(

lg teruk ada lha:(

hubby mnta sngt2 syg tunai kn permintaan hubby:(

hubby mo syg jujur ma hubby:(

skp trus terang mo mc ma hubby atau tidak:(

ckp jak syg:(bkn ssh pn:(

syg tdk perlu lg bgi harapan palsu ma hubby:(

ssh sngt kha maw jujur syg?

jujur klu syg x syg m cinta ma hubby da nie permintaan hubby

jujur klu da ada yg lain:(jujur ma hubby trus terang:(

hubby ikhlas dgr jwpn dr syg:(

klu syg xdpt jujur ma hubby tinggal kn hubby

hubby ble jaw dr syg

xprlu sms n xperlu kol

lupakn hubby syg:(

klu mcm nie lha layanan syg ma hubby 

tunaikn permintaan hubby

berikan kata putus

hubby sudah tidak snggp tangung penderitaan atas kebohongn syg:(

maafkn hubby:(hubby tdk sngp utk d dua kn:(hubby tdk snggp share dgn llki lain:(

hubby bkn yg tbaik utk syg:(

take care syg:(

semoga bahagia

u have been the one

i miss u so much

when u r not around i just cry..
i have wondered why?
then i realized,my tears just comes out searching 4 u

u r in my eyes,
i know u r scared of darkness,
dats Y i keep my eyes open

if time is an ocean,then
i would spend every drop 4 u
if time is a drop.then
i would spend every ocean 4 u

 when i angry know what to do
u just cry and my anger loses the battles again it

i want to spend a whole day whit u wish my life is just one day long

if we can talk during night i wont bother my life being dark

how can i say?
u r angle without a halo and wing or
an angle is u a halo & wings
i guess the second is better

sometime..i wanna cry
but i remember all the good moments
dat i had by ur side
i fell better
This remind me dat ur've changed
MY WHOLE LIFE

I MISS U A LOT

im still waiting

no matter how long we
no matter how long we waited
no matter how long we have to be patient
however long we wait
even though we spend a day looking
although many have no answer
cherish the moment but we have
time in order to provide better
opportunities do not come regularly
there may be two, three
but patience is not forever

 

however im still waiting

 

 

i can still hear ur name which my
 hear is calling out,when im placing my hand upon it.

when i look around,my iyes dun C u,
 but my hearts knows urs out there.

  urs invisible in front of me but i
 know dat i very much alive deep
 inside ur heart.

 u might not realize dat now but
 sooner or later u'll foe sure

 & i waiting 4 dat moment

 

 

 wait like a stone

 sometimes its hard to put feeling in2 words
but i want u to know dat every minute
  i thinking of u
wondering what u r up to
counting de days till we can be 2gether

 

waiting for you more with passing days 

 

 

counting the time and days 

 

 I'm afraid you cant see my smile again

 

we will not go down..POLIS BODOH

huh..benci bla org yg tdk ada kna mngena msk cmpur dlm urusan rmh tangga kmi(kami blum kawin..he)shit..but I think she is my wife....kaw mo halang hubungn kmi?ko siapa?loser!!!!mamak nya sndiri pn tdk lebih2x mcm ko FUCK YOU..ko maki n tampar org yg aq syg..ko tgu pmbalasan q K***K...shit...sedangkn org tuanya sndri xpna nek tngn dgn dia.."aku tidak teragak2x gunakan kuasa polis ku utk tangkap c budie"cermin dlu dri mu suck polis..

  

This gift from me

u are the loser that i never had before

loser2x double loser what ever take a picture...daaaa!!!

I will take revenge for what you do with my wife

 

  If I were soldiers

I'll make you this kind of

 wait a retaliation from me

i feel so lonely

does she still love me I fear disappointment

I promise my love will never fade
notwithstanding the prevailing
I'm always there for you

SAYANG

im so guilty

I know by know you must have hated me. Hated me for having a weak and fragile heart. Hated me for not giving things another try. Hated me for being weak. Hated me for being silent. Hated me for ignoring you.

I don’t even know why is this happening. I am in a mess which I don’t even know how to get out of it. I’ve been wandering all day and night not knowing where to go, under the sun, under the rain. Purely a complete mess.

I don’t know for how long I will survive this cruel world. How I wish your face will be the last I see if I should die. How I wish to hold you when I drew my last breath. But I know that is not going to happen. It’s all because of me, my own foolishness, my own weakness.

My baby. I miss your laughter, your voice, your giggles. I will never ever forget everything about you. Things might be short lived but this broken heart will always have you written on it.

im so sorry because i make your hearts pain